Feeling the need to vent....

I think that working full time and going to school part time has finally taking its toll on me. It’s been a long four years, and with that I am pooped. I’m on the brink of tears, because I’m doing a job that I do not want to do here or anywhere else. I do not want a job where I have to sit behind a desk. I am petrified that having my associate degree now means that I am only qualified to be a glorified secretary instead of anything higher.

Last day of school is today. I’m done. All I have left is my exam one week from today. Then I have officially earned my degree. You think I would be excited, but honestly it is very depressing, because I feel like I only have my associate. I made my appointment today to talk to the advisor over at Medialle to start on my Bachelor’s, but I don’t feel good about that either right now. All I can major in in the accelerated program is Business. This major is too broad as I have come to find out.

I still can’t believe I am contemplating what I want to be when I grow up? Why is it so easy for everyone else?